Sorrow

I cried a lot today, throughout the day.

So much has been going on lately that I feel a lot has been passing me by but today's news was sobering.

How fragile life is and how GOD is in complete control.

I didn't cry out of my own sadness and pain but at the thought of another's sorrow and pain.

I am not sure why things like this happen and what it all means and how "God is going to use this" but I try and be hopeful and trusting.

They are examples for us all of how to be truly faithful in beyond trying times.

I don't know if I could do it.

I feel like I am sounding faithless when saying that, but it is the truth.

Yours prayers are coveted and God knows all.

I am shaken.

Ashley